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i'm lain [20]. i am busy creating a home! this is where i frequently reside [besides my instagram and twitter]. i am madakanas biggest fan. also, i selfship w/ eichi enstars and wanderer genshin.... [and others! see about for more] i am sharing! =] i love seeing others love them just as much as i do. i hope you enjoy your stay..!

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2025.09.02

im sitting in class right now hi guys

that's it that's all i have. returning #soon. never be an engineering major. it's 9pm
that's it that's all i have. returning #soon. never be an engineering major. it's 9pm. i got nothing else for u. Forgive me.
2025.08.06

intern project!

i've got my big internship project presentation this morning... i'm a bit nervous, of course, but i'm excited to finishing
i've got my big internship project presentation this morning... i'm a bit nervous, of course, but i'm excited to be finishing up the summer! it was really rewarding and i feel as if i learned a lot. i don't know how much i can say that i love full time work... nowadays all i have time to do is eat and sleep and work. but i'm hoping i'll get used to it! i go back to school in two weeks and i'm extra excited because i'm transferring from community college to a university, so it'll be new for me. i'm moving into my new apartment next friday and everything =]..! anyways that's all i have for now. i'm posting this from work an hour before my presentation. pray for me. sigh.
2025.07.13

fartfighting

artfighting is so fun... i love artfight. i love madakana. i love eichi. i love my wives. i love my life.
artfighting is so fun... i love artfight. i love madakana. i love eichi. i love my wives. i love my life. i kind of need the code for this read more layout but i don't have anything more to say so Helloooo :waveemoji:
2025.07.08

working on site layout

i've been working on this thing on and off for like a month. it's gonna take me about five billion years. i'm workin on it. i swear..
i've been working on this thing on and off for like a month. it's gonna take me about five billion years. i'm workin on it. i swear.. i'm trying to get the main page out of the way before i go on to all my little tabs and subpages. no one is even going to see this before the site is live. i'm doing this in a text editor. LOL
+ interests
enstars genshin arcaea honkai star rail idv milgram no home vocaloid kikuo iyowa abuse-ken animanga
+ about me

i am lain [20] and this is my little world.. it's a nice little break from social media and a fun little project to work on! i've been running this site since may 2026 and it's constantly a work-in-progress..

i draw when i can but uni tends to keep me pretty busy =]. i post a lot of madakana [enstars] but i post many of my other interests as well! i tend to just post whatever my interests are at the time. i am a KanataP + AlkaloidP and i loooove love love the five eccentrics!

i selfship with quite a few characters, but i tend to focus on eichi tenshouin and wanderer [though there are others]! i am sharing !!! i love to see other people love the same characters as me #spreadthelove.

✦ interests
enstars
rhythm/story
genshin impact
open world rpg
honkai star rail
turn-based rpg
identity v
asymmetric horror
arcaea
rhythm
milgram
interactive music project
mahou shoujo
animanga
music
kikuo, iyowa, abuse-ken
drawing
art / artfight
wives
eichi tenshouin
eichi tenshouin
enstars
wanderer
wanderer
genshin
sunday
sunday
hsr
kokomi
kokomi
genshin
saya
saya
arcaea
eichi tenshouin
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pokemon
+ media log

✦ tracker · ★ = fave · ratings /5

to your eternity
tba
serial experiments lain
tba
steins;gate
tba
made in abyss
completed s1 and 2 + movies. phenomental show and all of the characters are incredibly compelling.. i am fond of faputa. i truly wish i could go back and watch it again for the first time, and i'm looking forward to the new movie releasing soon. i had spent the entirety of season two and the movie with snot running down my face. it was bad. it was terrible. i loved it. minus one point for some of the Weird stuff.
monster
watching paused.
no home
shakespeare could not have written a better story if he had tried
apothecary diaries
it was cute!!! i like the main characters but i find the filler episodes drag a little more than i would like.
ensemble stars!!
i like the first 12 episodes a lot... don't ask me anything about the cgi. it makes me laugh. truly terrible. i could live without the second half of the season. i like the war.... and the characters... that's it. sorry i'd rather play the game.. i think it expects the watcher to already be a fan.
mob psycho 100
in my top five of all time... really good storytelling and the main characters are all very compelling. i wasn't the biggest fan of season 3 and felt the show could've ended after s2, but it didn't take away from the show at all.
the summer hikaru died
i'm not usually one to read horror but i liked this one quite a bit. a truly beautiful queer story.
madoka magica
i love love love the entire madoka magica series... anime/manga/movies/etc. minus one star for the new movie being a billion months delayed.
crime and punishment
currently reading
six of crows
reading paused
1984
i'm a winston Hater. i did not finish the book; i read it about 40% of the way through before i dropped it. it was dreadfully boring and i was not able to get invested enough to finish it. winston pisses me off. the narrative pacing was incredibly lackluster.
the song of achilles
i see a lot of complaints about it but i thought it was quite good! i'm not a greek mythology buff which may be why i enjoyed it a lot more than others LOL. i thought it was paced well and i always wanted to come back to reading it.
the picture of dorian gray
a bit on the nose, but a good read for what it was. i did like the writing style and found myself interested in the main characters, though i believe it was chapter 11 that removed me from the story a bit. regardless, over all pretty good!
the odyssey
i will come back to this review in a short while..!
howl's moving castle
the only movie i can remember watching. loved it though! beautiful art direction and i'm in love with howl pendragon. 5 stars
my youtube videos
i love my youtube slop. bless mr. snowflake. i don't watch a whole lot of shows or movies LOL so this list is very small.... i'm working on it. i'm gonna watch obsession soon i think if that counts for anything...
ensemble stars!!
it's Ok I Guess. i don't actually play the game because the rhythm game mechanics make me yearn for the barrel of a gun in my mouth... so i just read the stories on the wiki. i love the characters too much to let it go. bless madakana and eichi. 0 stars. please end of service soon i can't stand that it outlived merc storia
arcaea
Best rhythm game Ever. I don't love that it's pay to play but to be honest Idrgaf the story is too good to pass up on and is Totally worth it. I'm a sucker for the first story era just because I was playing it as the story updated, but I like Maya and Insight a lot as well!!!!! I'm fond of all the side stories and characters as well. Bonus It's the rhythm game with the Best Music. #truthnuke.
identity v
Um... It's Alright I Guess. I like the characters and certain aspects of the lore/events.. The gameplay is fun as well if you Don't Rank. Nowadays I usually only tune in for COA. It lowkey fell off after Perswayable stopped making videos. I miss Perswayable.
genshin impact
it's Ok I Guess. i miss sumeru. i hope they don't fumble snezhnaya. wanderer is the best thing to come out of the game.. the gameplay makes me want to Die sometimes
honkai star rail
better gameplay than genshin so i can't really whine too much about it.. i'm not very far into the story but the characters are compelling and I LOVE SUNDAY!
this list is still being updated!
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eichi tenshouin
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kanata shinkai
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abuse-ken
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music · playlists
shrine · eichi tenshouin · enstars!
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eichi
eichi tenshouin
ensemble stars!!
♱ about

soft-spoken and articulate, eichi presents himself with the general elegance of someone raised in high society. he generally emotes with various shades of faint smiles regardless of situation, and treats most situations with an airy lack of gravity and general interest, with a preference for the wild and unpredictable. very little breaks his cordial demeanor, and, should something upset him, he would rather tuck that away at his breast and return the favor tenfold later. he is inclined toward childishness in regards to how easily he is entertained, and how petty he can be.

beneath his politeness, eichi is both ruthless and loving. he will fall short of no machination to gain what it is he wants, but his underlying motivations are largely good— he wants to create a better future for the generations that succeed him and his peers, so those younger will not have to suffer the way their predecessors have. however, what makes him so contentious among his peers is that eichi always opts for efficiency: being terminally ill, eichi has very little time and very little experience with the world, and so he chooses the fastest—the fastest being often the cruelest—path from A to B, as well as the path that offers him the most entertainment.

✦ quotes
"since we were born to enjoy life, wouldn't it be a loss if we didn't do just that?" — eichi tenshouin
"it's going to be christmas soon, keito." — im trying not to laugh
✦ character info
unit:fine
birthday:january 10th
height:179 cm
roommates:aira shiratori, rei sakuma
favorite food:sauteed veal
✦ gallery
shrine · kanata shinkai · enstars!
eichi banner
eichi
kanata shinkai
ensemble stars!!
♱ about

kind, eccentric and easygoing, kanata is the type of person that goes about life at his own pace. he generally has a calm demeanor, rarely finding himself genuinely angry, and generally being friendly towards the people he interacts with. he also happens to be surprisingly tactful regarding the emotions of others, picking up with little difficulty when someone is upset.

initially he feels like a distant person to most, being perceived as "mysterious" by his ryuseitai juniors for a while, and struggling to really get along with them. however, as time goes on, kanata begins to feel a lot more at home in ryuseitai, and it's notable that despite his isolated upbringing he seems to genuinely love to be with other people, especially ones he cares about, having a caring part of himself that always prioritizes making others happy, even if it means hiding away his own problems and dealing with them all by himself. this attitude of his can be worrying for his friends, however, which is why he is called out on this tendency by kaoru during aquarium, and thus ever since does his best not to go overboard and worry others like that.

also, because of everything that happened in his youth, he does not dream of anything too grand but instead appreciates the simpler things in life, such as being together with the people he loves and living on as a human, instead of the living God his family made him to be. This upbringing also influences the way he deals with his emotions, since he often does not know how to properly handle them or what to do with them.

✦ favourite quotes
"let's become "stars" that illuminate the "world."" — kanata shinkai
"i miss summer... i wish global warming would happen already." — kanata..... i'm giggling
✦ character info
unit:ryuseitai
birthday:august 30th
height:176 cm
roommates:rinne amagi, hiyori tomoe
favorite food:soy sauce
✦ gallery
♪ shrine · music
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✦ about

my favorite artist at the moment is abuse-ken. their songs are absolutely magnificent and i highly recommend listening to all of them. many of the songs have common leimotifs and compliment each other. see: kill and goodbye my country; dogdog and iesu. my favorites are listed below, along with my playlist.

✦ discography highlights
full playlist: listen here ⟡
[dog/screaming/livestock]god please () me, a monster
[KARMA(a)DARMA]want to be creamated
[KARMA(a)DARMA]the wedding celebration
[KARMA(a)DARMA]goodbye my country
[dog/screaming/livestock]kill
[dog/screaming/livestock]let's clean up
[dog/screaming/livestock]that whale is a villain
[KARMA(a)DARMA]christ
[KARMA(a)DARMA]judas
[KARMA(a)DARMA]flower war
[KARMA(a)DARMA]flowers, mountains, and funerals
[KARMA(a)DARMA]dear suns
[dog/screaming/livestock]double suicide
[dog/screaming/livestock]he is a ghost
[dog/screaming/livestock]don't kill
[MonkeySnake]monkey
[Single]iron
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music · lain
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✦ about

every year or so, i make a personal playlist that represents "me" for the year. they tend to reflect my personal feelings about myself and the world, or may be songs that i simply love a lot, or maybe i consider them integral to being a part of me! it really just depends--they're all in there for a different reason. you can check them out if you like, but this is just a good place for me to keep track =]

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